Beloved of God,
If you want to fly, you will have to give up the stuff that weighs you down, you will have to get rid of your emotional baggage from your past relationships or your past employer. You will have to get rid of anger, it is unnecessary baggage. You will have to come out of your pity party, it’s not a comfortable place to stay. You will have to stop making excuses for your situation, forgive those that have hurt you and forgive yourself.